I am reminded of what my MC first said to me when we first started these sessions...that I will find the truth sooner or later.
I just keep getting more proof and yet I’m still “surprised” when I find out more.
I still have not broken down crying yet, which may be a great thing. But the pain is just as intense.
I keep reminding myself to write down the list of lies W has told these last few months.
And I’m still in disbelief. And very worried that I am going to lose everything I worked my entire life to get.
Is this karma coming back to get me? God punishing me for what I have done in the past? Did I make this worse by refusing to give up? Did I make this worse by pursuit earlier? How is all of this going to end?
