13 years and 2 kids pt. 3.

[Hurt213]

B,

Thank you. I will do my absolute best to shut the fk up from here on out!

LH,
I am confused, I have never felt more confused in my life, but im trying to find a footing in all of this madness. I am not accepting the affair. I am saying I haven no power over her, and thus she can do as she pleases - I am not the voice of reason. My actions this far in showing her my regret for her decisions and that I will not tolerate it has only brought the house sale and splitting up onto us. It is bound to happen, and need to happen I think in order for her to see what is lost. I am here right now, and nothing is really changed for her. Even if im in the MBR when she is home, im still here. I can't be out all the time, I need to rest and yea, she needs to realize what her new world looks like. Maybe she will embrace it. Most likely she will see that I am probably a bigger part of her life than she thinks right now, and that its not so easy to replace 12 years of history, intimacy and real trust with a guy you have dated for 3 months.