I have to say for the the last couple days you have been saying all the right things. Keep it up bro!
Sorry to inform you though that you are many months probably years away from having no emotions towards your sitch.
I don't doubt that for one minute. It's just a matter of controlling those emotions and not letting those emotions control me! I am going to be as vigilant as possible to make sure I'm in control of those emotions, especially around her. I may have to come here and vent or spiral out of control but that's better than doing it in front of her.
Thanks for always checking in!
M: 34 W:34 D:7 D:6 S:3
M: 9.5 years T: 12
OM found & BD (by me): 9/19/18 IHS begins W informs me she's moving out: 11/28/18 W files: 12/21/18 D Final: 2/25/19