I see the collapse is when you don't care if it collapses and want it to because you have yourself in a new mental/emotional state that you want to build the tower again and do it right. Right now you are duct taping the jenga together in fear of a collapse and its not a good way to play the game.

If that makes sense.

H-50
W-48
T-19
M -18
S23, S14
BD - 5/9/2018
OM discovered 5/10/2018

In house sep - 8/18/2018
Rope drop 2/15/2019
R'ing since 3/15/2019