IH I think at this point she wants you in her life. She just doesn't want you to be part of her life. See the difference? I have a long time ex-GF that still occasionally will contact me (W knows this). She in no way wants anything more from me or of me, she just wants to keep the connection alive. I think your X is in the same place with you at this point. I could be wrong. Have been before (a lot), but it has that same vibe to it that I have with my exGF.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
