Benito, I do understand it. WW is currently a selfish, greedy, manipulative liar with no empathy so will get what she wants at any cost. She sees it as a battle for money and the kids. There's nothing I can do about how she is, and I don't want to be with someone being like that. She is on a mission to get what she wants (kids and money) she won't start to change until she has what she wants.
I keep getting very close to filling for D. I was ready to do it yesterday after seeing WW but upon arriving home there was a letter about a report on the kids and it says their wish is for W & I to get back together. I've not slept all night with that dilemma on my mind.