I'll admit the holiday season has me down this year. I'm trying to keep a happy face but it's rough with all of the stress. H comes over and I catch him just staring at me, but when I look over he looks away, doesn't say much and heads out. He always says, "Call if you need anything" which I want to shout, "You left me, how can you say that so casually!" but I don't. We have long quiet pauses on the phone after he talks to our son and I take the phone back to ask a quick question regarding something important for our son or the house. I end the calls first though always. I have a lot going on lately to keep my mind busy and work is busy so that helps a lot.


Together for 13 years, married for 8.
H is 46
I'm 40
S is 6
Bombdrop in April 2018
Still in limbo as of 2019