Thanks Sandi. Im strong enough to do it. I just have to get over this Fn weakness I have for her in my heart. Love and Wife whatever... I made mistakes years ago. She has hurt me a lot, used me for sex pulled me in pushed away. F that.
Im done with it. Im moving on.

Told her schedule for later this week. Which has changed due to me cancelling travel plans. Told her I was getting a babysitter that has babysat for a coach I work with for years and D4 and I are meeting her Sat AM. Invited W to join in that meeting if she wanted to be involved. Did not respond to cute pictures or any of the other BS.


H: 33 W:32
M: 5 T: 8
D: 4
BD: 6/2017
MO: 6/2017
House sold: 6/28/18
W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18
Paying $ support since 7/18.
Physical Reconnect- 10/18
W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18