Dealing with a WW Pt3

[SoTorn]

Don’t do it Torn. If that worked, she would have changed her mind already. Move forward. Save yourself!!!

I agree. I didnt send her anything.

I ended up taking my kids out to this new age place that's made from old shipping containers. There are a few breweries and several eateries that are all wonderful. We ate pizza, burgers, nachos, ice cream etc. I ate like a pig lol. I didnt doet today. I enjoyed myself completely because I am actually under my goal weight.

D16 took a bunch of pictures of us and put them online. D16 said she wanted mom to see what she was missing. S11 talked to me on the ride home and told me how disappointed he was in WW. S11 is yearning for his moms attention. It made me sad. D16 and S11 both told me that mom pays them no attention anymore. But both of them told me that they are very happy that I never stopped doing things with them and that they are very happy when I take them out and really look forward to when I do things with them.

My kids are now in full "let's plan what we can do with dad for fun" mode now. It's awesome. My kids lift me up so much. I can be down in the dirt and when I am out with my kids I cant even be sad if I tried. I really really enjoy the time with my kids. They have shown me the meaning of true unconditional love. When we are all together the atmosphere is literally pure bliss and happiness.

I made a goal to do something with my kids at least once per week. I have maintained that goal for a long while now. Knowing that my kids love and trust me is more than enough to keep me happy.

I really need to get to the gym tomorrow lol. I ate way too much tonight.