Your W looks so attractive because you can't have her.
Quit talking so much, and when you do talk, be pleasant but not overly nice. You don't hate her, you don't love her, but your moments with her should be brief.
Work on detaching, and being happy no matter what she does. Do things that make you happy. Go workout really hard.
This is my big picture advice after everyone has been working over the details with you.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.
