felt like she couldn't say anything and how convenient that she was going to call off the D at mediation but because you weren't there she didn't! I'm sorry but that just makes me mad!
Coly, yes i was mad!!!!! like, after ALL that, you tell me that. that little jerk. I don't really know why she said it, or the motive behind it. true remorse? perhaps. a last attempt at hurting me? possibly. I will never know. However, It's just like they always told us here as newbs, if they come back you might not want them anyway. So true, so true.
Originally Posted by Coly23
I know that there are some people who don't feel very deeply or think any further than they absolutely need to. I am like you, always trying to make sure others are not disadvantaged in any way but not always having it reciprocated. I've given up wondering what makes other people tick and I'm just doing what makes me happy even if the other person doesn't appreciate it.
I need to have that attitude more, i just cannot for the life of me understand how some people just don't get it or don't seem to care!!! I need to start remembering, It's not necessarily that they don't care, it's more of they show they care in other ways, not just mine. kind of like the 5 languages of love i guess.
I have my math final tomorrow. Last thing for the semester, I have been stressing. work is stressful, everything is stressful. I have more grays!!!!!! I really am looking forward to my time off alone, It keeps me sane. I do really wish I had someone, though I do have family and some friends, there seems to be this little void, something missing. I'm sure ya'll can relate. I know it'll happen but I think the more time that passes the stronger the feeling of wanting someone on my "team" increases, someone that's got my back, that supports me and encourages me. and someone i can do the same for. I know it's out there.. -cheesy
