Gerda,

I understand when you say you want to
hide under a rock....

Gerda hun, I'll tell you what my little Trios
have told me.

If nemo did it Gerda you can too
You must keep on swimming, swimming swimming

Until you get where God wants you.

God has his plans, he wants to make sure you don't
lose faith.

Is hard yes, it feels like we keep emptying the bucket
And the bucket keeps filling, faster than you can empty it ok.

I promise and know God has his plan. Just keep swimming

And is ok to just lay in bed oneday. We all have had those days
We don't want to get out. I remember thinking

I have so much to do. And my therapist taken my hand and saying
Is going be there tomorrow, the day after tomorrow. So if you need
To just stay in your bed is ok.

And the week W had them I did exactly that. It was the best thing I
did for myself.

You and I have a high functioning monster Mlcers.

They are horrible. Just stay away. Stay low always.
As my therapist also told me for now until court is over
Don't poke the bear..

Oh trust me is hard because I also want to yell like this weekend
When W tries to destroy trio's Santa is real spirit.
But as I stated I drove off. I wanted to scream and curse but why
All I am doing is upsetting myself and kids while W got what she wanted.

So always remember put God first and he will do the rest.

Remember
One day at a time


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9