I understand when you say you want to hide under a rock....
Gerda hun, I'll tell you what my little Trios have told me.
If nemo did it Gerda you can too You must keep on swimming, swimming swimming
Until you get where God wants you.
God has his plans, he wants to make sure you don't lose faith.
Is hard yes, it feels like we keep emptying the bucket And the bucket keeps filling, faster than you can empty it ok.
I promise and know God has his plan. Just keep swimming
And is ok to just lay in bed oneday. We all have had those days We don't want to get out. I remember thinking
I have so much to do. And my therapist taken my hand and saying Is going be there tomorrow, the day after tomorrow. So if you need To just stay in your bed is ok.
And the week W had them I did exactly that. It was the best thing I did for myself.
You and I have a high functioning monster Mlcers.
They are horrible. Just stay away. Stay low always. As my therapist also told me for now until court is over Don't poke the bear..
Oh trust me is hard because I also want to yell like this weekend When W tries to destroy trio's Santa is real spirit. But as I stated I drove off. I wanted to scream and curse but why All I am doing is upsetting myself and kids while W got what she wanted.
So always remember put God first and he will do the rest.
Remember One day at a time
At BD Lesbian marriage Me39,W36 S9,D9,S8 adopted all three Together almost 10yrs Bomb Drop - April 2017 W movedout - May,2017 OW June,2017 Currently 2018 Me40, W38 S10,D10,S9