Wow, Gerda. It sounds like you are going through a lot right now, as if you weren't going through enough before. It sounds like you are handling yourself really well despite the circumstances. I think you are on the brink of a new beginning here. I see you as a phoenix rising from the smoldering ashes of your former life, newer and stronger and prepared to soar with grace and dignity. Once this time has passed you will be able to look back with confidence that you handled yourself in a way you can be proud of. I'm proud of you!!
