I took down all of our wedding and marriage stuff yesterday, anything that reminds me of our MR. That was rough, so I know how you feel. I put all the pictures in a large envelope, frames with lovey messages, small trinkets, tokens, and the whole set of wedding items into a large box in my basement. I'm not sure how I feel about it yet - S14 gave me a hug when he noticed. I think it's made being in the house easier, for what it's worth. As for your depression, the best antidote that I've found is friends. I had a serious case of depression when I was a young adult and handled it very poorly. I isolated myself, didn't take care of myself, never talked about my feelings, didn't socialize - I was ready to end it all, but eventually my friends (to include my W, who was only a friend at the time) pulled me out of it. I'm handling myself much better through this event, though it still drags me down on occasion.
My recommendation is DO NOT DO IT ALONE. Hit me with a private message and we can talk offline if you need someone.
