So today I am going to do the laundry. Get some gear to work out in. Hit the gym. Pick up the holiday flavors and since W seems to not be willing to even try to do something as friends... probably my own thing. I 'd like to go bowling with her, as friends. Expectation for that would be to have a good game for me. Okay... expectation would be she agrees to even go in the first place. Not a high expectation.
Why would you want to be doing something "as friends" with a woman who committed to being your romantic life partner?!?! She doesn't respect you. You are in the friend zone.
You'd be much better served by not being her friend at all.
You are NGS to the max plus you are trying to control everything. Let go of all the crap you can't control and focus on making something better. Quit worrying about whether she forgives you, she wants a divorce!
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.
