DB again... too late or last strike

[Did]

Sandi I’m really grateful to hear from you. I am completely committed to DB as well as working on myself. Hope you have the time to chime in occasionally. Appreciate your time.

Yes I know what you mean. I am not going to respond to the pic. Although I’d like to double tap to love it or say beautiful. I will not.

It seems W continues to operate from a subconscious / emotional level and just think D4 looks beautiful I’ll send to Dad. Probably sends to her fam as well. But yes it keeps me attached. She told me she’s been sleeping like five hours a night about a dream she had with a premi baby that we were at a party and I tried to help it. I didn’t respond much just listened then focused on D4 for the short time I was around them yesterday. It doesn’t feel good being around her.

I’m heading into Ic in a second. I have been listening to this audio course single on purpose by the angry therapist who has a couple good books. Talks about men working on themselves and one of the goals is to have good relationships. Just ten minutes of listening on my way here and I feel a bit better.

Just stay dark... do what I need for me. Thanks all for the support and advice. See how new Ic goes.