Sounds really, really tough Turbine but maybe a bit cathartic too. This is definitely a marathon. Your W obviously is not as sure about things as she wants you to believe. As hard as it is, you still need to continue to focus on finding you again and being the best dad you can be. I know what you mean about signs. This week alone I have either met or heard about three women in my community whose husbands just up and left their families. I feel for them. It is not a situation I would wish on my worst enemy. It WILL get better with time. I know not much of a comfort right now but it will... as soon as you drop the rope. (((HUGS)))
