Surviving the Big D doesn't get much action, so I'm going to continue posting here for now. I had posted this earlier in the evening.
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I had a good weekend, but I really hit the wall tonight. Maybe it's because I will be staying with XW and the kids for a couple of days this week. Maybe it' s because I have't seen the girls in awhile. GAL this weekend involved going out with friends for all you can eat crab legs on Saturday. Today I helped my cousin's husband with some handy man stuff he was doing. I came home tonight and my heart is extremely heavy. It really does get lonely when the kids aren't here. I'm not really looking forward to spending a lot of time with XW. It really tore me up when we acted like we were a family after telling the girls a couple of weeks ago.
The evening got a little brighter after that. I had a good conversation on a dating site with a 39yo gal who is definitely my type. I know people are going to say it's too early. It probably is and it may not lead to anything, but at least it's a nice distraction. It makes me feel like my prospects aren't so bad.
I know people are going to say it's too early. It probably is and it may not lead to anything, but at least it's a nice distraction. It makes me feel like my prospects aren't so bad. 
