I know EXACTLY how you feel Grace. I am doing okay as well but it is especially hard this time of year. Couples and families are everywhere. Looking back, I, too, had superficial companionship. My H was checking out and I think I instinctively knew it but I just didn’t know how to stop it. I just kept hoping it would get better. I wish now that I had tried when he was a little less far gone. But I didn’t and now this is where we are at. Don’t beat yourself up about being in a funk or brooding. It’s a part of the grieving process. (((Grace)))
