Thank you DV, Grace, Yorkie and Davide. I am feeling really positive at the moment. The only thing that gets me down is time spent with my H - he doesn't throw me into a spin anymore, but the little remarks do throw me for a split second. Something about projecting negative energy.
I think this is natural and it will be for awhile. I feel like I'm doing well, but talking to XW (in person or on the phone) still gets me down. It's just feel strange that the woman I spent the last 17 years with treats me like I mean nothing to her.
