My Story Pt 2

[Manta]

Thank you so much Nicole. I really appreciate your feedback and kind words. I hope you're doing ok and your daughter too. You sound like a wonderful woman, i don't know what he is thinking! His loss.

Last week was exhausting emotionally for me. I guess seeing her and the AP, together in a pic, just confirmed what I was trying to avoid mentally.

Now it's there, I can't undo it.

This is by no means the end of the story and I'm sure there is many more twist's and turns to follow. I'm GAL, doing the 180's etc and I have been very disciplined in NC. She hasn't messaged me in over 2 months now, as she's devoted to her AP, who lives in another country.

I'm slowly feeling better, some weeks I'm strong, others reflecting and dealing with the hurt. But I have come a long way since August.

I understand if she ever comes back all the obstacles and challenges in trying to make it work again. I could very well by then be after moving on myself and meet someone new and wonderful. I guess I will cross that bridge if it ever comes my way,

Right now Christmas is around the corner. I know it will be tough, but ill do my best to enjoy it.