She just asked how she's doing? Just say good?

Im seeing a therapist for IC monday and working with a new coach for my life development going to continue to level up and reach my potential. Not necessarily working with professionals on DB things. Although I will discuss DB with IC. I refuse to be held back by W. Let go, drop the rope... I am finishing a book or two - how to be a badass and the subtle art of not giving a [censored] then will re-read DR.

We have not been chatting even when in person briefly I have been short but tried to be kind / attractive / the chill fun guy she liked... without being rude and mean.

Potential travel plans over holidays. GAL - live my life she can sit in this little rural area and do whatever she wants to do: Miami - brother lives there, Utah - friend lives there going through divorce, Vegas - lacrosse tournament.

Ignoring her weighs on me but when I do things good for me Im fine. Everytime I think of her I think: neediness leaving the body.


H: 33 W:32
M: 5 T: 8
D: 4
BD: 6/2017
MO: 6/2017
House sold: 6/28/18
W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18
Paying $ support since 7/18.
Physical Reconnect- 10/18
W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18