Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can part2

[marina7]

Peacetoday and kyh

Yes just taking it a day at a time.

And praying for a Miracle soon. Unfortunately we
Live in a world that all lawyers care is about $$$

Is hard to find people anymore who care for kids sake

But I also understand they have their families and bills.
I just feel GAL is focus on getting paid and I yet have
seen any movement of kids. We here since March 2018
That's when GAL started and we going on a year.

Peacetoday yes listening alot to YouTube when
Driving. It's very helpful. I thank God for this site.
There's days am lost.

Kyh, dragging is an understatement lol but
I also know God has another plan. I am just
Physically and emotionally tired.

So not sure if ya remember I had a lump on my
Breast. Well had a follow up doctor found two more
So after holidays doing another mammogram and
Praying for the best.

I am just ready to ve able to breathe again there's
days I feel like am suffocating. I am just tired.
It feels like I don't sleep.

Been having lots of crazy dreams.
One is am drowning or house is under water.
The last two nights I am dreaming that I wake up
And find myself bleeding like I been stabbed and kids
Also.

And another was I was in the park with Trios and I am
Watching them and someone comes from the back
And stabs me over and over.

Is a horrible dream. But also scary because there's
Days I feel scared of W. She is not stable.

W has those sink in eyes, shark eyes. W went off on
Me in text yesterday. Something we agreed about kids
W says I want to know when you go somewhere
And where. Blah blah blah W went on and on.

I did ignore W text because again W trying to use
S10 as a pawn. I screenshot and sent to GAL.

So here we go again.