Determined now as I move forward..

[Dtrmned]

I know its never over until I throw in the towel, but does anyone see a chance of this ever turning around?
I am going as dim as possible, which is hard considering the my daughter's medical issues. Now that we are apart, I feel tons better and also feel that she has the chance to actually think (or not) now that we aren't in the same home. I am still db'ing, GAL and working on myself more and more everyday. I don't find her consuming my thoughts ever moment as well so that is a good thing.

The elephant of pressure has been lifted off of my chest. I do find myself wondering from time to time about her, but I am thankful that it is not all consuming any longer. I guess time will tell.

I wish that we could just have a pleasant conversation. All of our talks are about our kids or money.