Advice for newcomer pre- bomb drop.

[Bern19]

Oh, and wife doesn't know that I'm on to her, so she is still acting all sweet and talking about christmas decorations and next years vacation. Even cuddling as we go to sleep each night. The last couple nights have been so hard to lay there while she talks about her day and holds my hand.

I know I've been told to stop trying to figure her out as nothing she does now can be seen logically, but my mind is truly blown. It appears she is willing to gamble 50% of her kids lives for this forbidden thrill.... what a shame.