13 years and 2 kids pt. 3.

[LH19]

Today has been a great day. I somehow, and it might sound stupid to you, but I feel a sense of big relief, that I said these things.

I am just curious what you mean be the statement above. Why is a major setback a sense of relief to you?

Allright, maybe I sealed my fate with the MR, but yes, do I want the MR? Not now, not in this state.

I think you are BSing yourself IH. You were just on here 7 hours ago worried about how you should be treating her in the house and asking the same questions you have asked several times. Start showing us you mean it with ACTIONS.

I need to let go, and she needs to be the one that comes and "wins me", if that ever is in the cards, who knows. If not, so be it.

This is gold baby! Now start to act like it.