Hurt...you did not screw up your chances of ever R'ing. anything is possible in the future, BUT I would ask you in response this question: Given how blantantly and completely disrespectful your W is being towards you, WHY would you want HER back??? All of us get "for the children", but dude in the cold light of day LOOK at how she is behaving and how she is treating you! Surely you are a man worth FAR more than the immense amount of S99T your W is dumping on you non-stop! You need to place PRIORITY on your survival and being the best father that you can be for your children. I beg you to re-read what Neffer wrote to you yesterday in your prior thread.
we are all praying and pulling for YOU man! you need to clear the future R thoughts/chances from your head and focus on your immediate survival.
