Hurt - Man, that is perhaps the longest text I have ever read but it was, as far as I can tell, well worded and considered. If the text empowered you somehow, made you walk a little taller, then that's not a bad thing.
I agree with DV though. Don't expect a response. If I sent a text like that to my H, it would certainly effect him, it may even bring on some silent tears and a sleepless night, but it would not make him come back. Once the initial impact hits, he will flip it around in his head, and the text will be twisted into something that reinforce some fault he thinks I have ('she's using the children against me'' or 'she still doesn't think she had anything to do with the marriage breaking down - delusional, manipulative b***ch).