hang in there everything your feeling is normal It will pass In the mean tme, listen to some positive u tube videos
I recommend Joel Olsteen Tony Robbings Les Brown Abrahma Hicks
these will uplift you and just practice letting go shift the thoughts to a hobby get a hobby help someone in need volunteer at a church anything to get through-
join a sipport group or a 12 step group or a club to get more interactions
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