hope all is well with you too. As for me, laying low. Been reading a lot of posts. My routine has been the same, work out late, get home late, eat, be with the kids, get on here, read, shower, sleep, work, repeat. I'm reading a lot of the older posts now, getting more familiar with things. It's a juggling act, but I can say I am in a muuuuch better place emotionally.
I am finding myself sleeping later, I need to work on that...but I am sleeping better. I am having better days at work now. I have fleeting thoughts of the W but nothing debilitating where I can't function. I am in better spirits around people. In the last month alone, its been a huge self transformation. I am really embracing that my life is not defined by her, my worth is not measured by her. Still a long way to go, taking it day by day and enjoying it. I look forward to the weekends and start thinking what can I do for myself this weekend. A buddy from work that works out with me wants to show me this Filipino buffet restaurant this weekend. He swears its the best food.
Good to hear of your sitch with W. Take it slow, I'd still be very cautious and go by the cant believe anything they say and only half of what they do. Have fun at the wedding.
H 49 , W 47 T 23, M 17 S11, S5 BD: 7/18 IHS: 7/18 - 3/19 Physically Separated: 3/19-4/19 Piecing: 4/19 - Current
