H is back in hot pursuit again. I feel like I’m on that movie Groundhogs Day. He’s back to professing his love for me. He says he’s going through something and he needs me. Rolling my eyes. I mean it’s blatantly obvious he’s going through something.
All of you gurus here are 100 percent correct. You can’t trust anything that they say. Just last week he professes he wanted out of the marriage. This week he’s back to you’re still my wife. As if I need the reminder.
I went out with friends Saturday evening, looking like a million bucks of course. I get home at about 1:30 in the morning only to find him waiting for me in my bed. What the heck??? I had to put him out of my room as he begged and pleaded to stay. This is the weirdest situation I’m sure I’ve ever experienced.
So as he tells me that he misses me, loves me, and needs me, I just listen to him. Although yesterday I did sort of lash out when he kept insisting that he loves me. I told him B.S. I don’t believe him.
I’ll be honest and say that I miss him too and I love him with every fiber of my being. I miss the mentally stable man that he used to be. I just can’t say that to him right now. So I’ll contiinue with the detaching in a loving manner, and GAL.
The saga continues....
Original BD: 10/26/2017 PA: 10/2017 - 11/2017 Second BD: 09/15/2018 Currently: IHS M: 42 H: 45 S: 22 lives on his own D: 18 away at college S: 15 still lives at home - the only child we share together
