Steve—I guess where I’m at with all this is: just feel incredibly lonely. Teaching is a career where I can be in front of ~100 students a day and yet be by myself.
Not much in terms of convo’s with W, unless she tells me things.
Still no sex / intimacy.
I feel so distant from her, but I have noticed in the last week or so her doing more around the house—emptying the dishwasher. I take YS, and she cleans up dinner, makes OS lunch for school, does dishes. Progress? Don’t know.