My Story Pt 2

[Manta]

Thanks, Nicole, I'm glad you understand how I feel. Seeing my brother and sister, both married, houses, their little children, also all my friends etc all moving on, while my WW has blown our life and dreams to pieces. Everything she said seems like it was all lies now, that our dreams etc was all just bs. I'm an attractive man, good career, talented and have a lot of really good friends, who i have shared good and bad times with. I was always an independent, positive and good sense of humor and honest.

I'm now living with my parents again at 35, who I love and respect and grateful for. However, this seems all so unfair and cruel.

I'm a good man, I don't think I'm a 100% nice guy, as I certainly through the years called her out on times I feel she was being unreasonable or disrespectful.

Maybe in time, she will realize the grass wasn't greener and will want to return, who knows, but I know that I'm hurt badly, but I'm making it through day by day. The coldness of this betrayal kills me. I don't think right now i can ever take her back unless she has a personality transplant. I know in time her AP, will feel her wrath also. He has no idea what's in store.