Feeling a bit better today than yesterday. Come to realize how terrible I backslid while we were dating the last couple months. I blamed her for not doing her work or communicating when she was honest telling me she couldnt do it and wasnt ready. Meanwhile I was impatient, insecure, pursuing and doing just about everything wrong when we could of actually had a decent chance.


H: 33 W:32
M: 5 T: 8
D: 4
BD: 6/2017
MO: 6/2017
House sold: 6/28/18
W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18
Paying $ support since 7/18.
Physical Reconnect- 10/18
W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18