I was waiting for Sandi to answer as well. You have done a great effort RR. Keep doing some more. Patience man. Get a project together so as to focus on something outside MR. Have a common goal and start working on that. Get out of your comfort zone and go GAL. If she joins you just show her how evolved is RR 2.0, a pure DBer!
Keep walking man, you are a fighter. All my respect!