Thank you, and I do know that her having BabyBoy plays a lot into it.
I’m sure there HAS to be some PPD / hormone fluctuation going on here, on some level.
W cried when pregnancy test came back positive—and I’m pretty sure those weren’t tears of joy.
Back in spring / summer, I ‘helped more than I would usually,’ and really sold out. Kinda felt like I needed to be SuperDad or SuperHubby. Taco Bell at 8:00 p.m. because she isn’t hungry for tonight’s dinner? Okay, text me what you want.
But I’m not into pursuing right now—will bring up with IC tomorrow.
Did all sorts of stuff during pregnancy and take 3.5 weeks of paid leave away from classroom, students and those responsibilities. I still got the ‘I’m still angry with you’ and ‘I’m not sure if I even want to be married to you.’ What did that get me? How well did that work out for me?
But for me, doing all sorts of nice things sounds a lot like a ‘cheese-less tunnel.’
I deserve, and want to be with someone, who wants to be with me and bear and raise my kids.
