I didn't but I so wanted to go back into the house while I was falling apart and fall apart in front of her. I am not uncaring. I... don't know what to do without her.... forever ...

can't fall apart at work.... that would be just bad right now...

i don't know if i am ready to call a phone coach, preparation that is, but it seems preparation be tossed out the window.

Last edited by Turbine; 12/03/18 01:59 PM.
H (me) 56 ; W 54 ; M 32 ; D 32 ; D 30 ; S 21 ; Grandkids: 12, 11, 10, 8, 1