Keeping the faith ... finding me

[Adam04]

Hi (FS),

I’ve been kept awake by some of the things he said today. The satnav thing and the constant nagging about our dog. He also insinuated that he he kids aren’t bathing enough. They miss the odd day due to clubs and homework but that has always been the case.

Last night my older S10 was with me while W and S6 were at BIL for a sleepover. S10 was supposed to take a shower last night. Told him a couple times, didn't re-enforce. S didn't want to shower, that's on his stinky butt. W comes home and sees his matted hair and asks him if he's showered and he looks at me. I go whoa there buddy, that's on you. She said something like he's going to start getting pimples. I said and this is all the more reason why he needs to be doing this for himself. We do not need to keep telling him what he alrdy knows he needs to do. I told her he needs to start being accountable for his actions.

(So later as she left the room I told him boy go get your stanky butt in the shower.)

F**k that. It doesn’t hurt anymore.

LOL @ this.

I don't feel sad anymore, but … August was BD, my 14th Anni was in Oct. This was before I found DB. I bought my W a nice diamond necklace because it was our Anni and I made a scrapbook(from the UP movie, there's adventure out there) of our lives, with pix from when we met as kids, to our wedding, the births of our 2 boys, our home we're in now being built, to trips and pictures of our families and the fun life we had. There was a note I left with the rest of the pages in the scrapbook empty in hopes we could continue filling it one day...

I remember placing the items on the bed for her to find later. She eventually told me thank you in a dull tone. I don't even remember if we said happy anniversary or texted, but all I could remember is she said, you can not make me feel guilty for this. Never wore the necklace, I didn't push. The book is laid out in a pile of clothes as she is living out of a suitcase in the other room.