Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can part2

[marina7]

Journaling,

Wow what a day..

So quick run down W is in MLC and WAW

So when W left, W took Bar, stereo system and half of closet
And let's not forget cleaned bank account less than 500 in bank
Literally W took every penny. And was using Credit cards. Rack up close
To $6,000 or more before I realized it and listened I never thought W would
Do this to me or Trios

So when I have to pack up a 3,000 square feet home, bestfriend
Let me put items in Shed.
Now BF is leaving so today I and friends went to put things in a
Storage place.

Wow just wow but No tears
Even Friends that knew the story finally seen wow W did check out
Found all W discharge papers from Military, all W awards and
Accomplishments and purple heart and American flag W was given

Also W was married yes to a Man found divorce papers
W filed wow...
Friends where at all why did W just leave all this and all
Family pictures, literally I have her life memories from childhood till
Bd.

I just look through important things and trash not important thing.

I also didn't realize W labels everything. How did I miss this.

Very organized
But the most interesting thing lots of books of self image
Before W met me. W has struggled with mental problems I also
Didn't see it. Found journals of w before me.

I respect W when we where together I never looked through her things
I trusted this woman.

Many emotions right now. Many memories

I also did it this weekend because Trios are with her
I didn't want to bring memories for them..

I am more saddened then anything I didn't know W. I was so caught
Up with work then kids I didn't realize W needed me more than ever