13 yrs and two kids pt. 2.

[Hurt213]

Update:

Yea so the day passed by, and it started out great with me and the kids watching a christmas movie this morning. Then WW left for church and came home around 13 o'clock. Me and D4 were making the dough for the christmas cookies, and the plan was to then let the dough set for an hour and then go for a walk. WW was all over the kitchen trying to talk to me, trying to be part of our activity. She even began snapchatting it (included me in the snaps) about how wonderful it was with the kids baking (wtf).. I just ignored her. So at one time, she asked me if I wanted a cup of coffee, to which I responded, no thank you, I am getting a glass of water in a minute (should just have said "no thank you" I guess). She then rush to the cabinet with glasses, gets one and poors a glass of water, and now it gets real funky. She comes to the kitchen table, where I am making cookies with D4 and S1, and she gives me the water, puts her arm around my waist, and gives me a pinch. I immediately pulled away, and just looked at her with the WTF eyes, but I didn't say anything, as the kids were right beside me.

When we were done, she took the kids to see her mom (I kindly noped the hell out of that), and I decided to go to the gym. She then said how amazing I was for keeping myself so fit, and that it was great how motivated I was. I think my response was "mmmmh", and I took off.

When I came home, we had dinner with the kids. My birthday is coming up, and she had put in notice for a day off for it earlier this year (she does every year). I began talking to D4 about how much fun it would be, because they have the day off with me, and we are going to the swimmingpool, and later we are going to a café, it will be a good day. WW then said politely, in an almost begging tone, that she had the day off, and if we were doing anything? I became weak for a second, because the only fkin response to that question should be; "absolutely skin not, we are done doing stuff". I instead acted with my nice guy tendencies that I am 180'ing on (well it needs work as you can see lol!), and said I would need to think about it. She then said that it was fine. I just knew the second after, that I had [censored] up.

So I gave my kids a bath, and she wanted to go for a run, so I was cleaning the kitchen, and behold there, disrespectful as always, her phone lights up with a message from OM. I just realized, that I don't need this crap, and I told her that she shouldn't waste a day off from work on my birthday, but instead use it on something that mattered to her at this point in time, and I would really like to just have my kids around me. She looked very surprised, but said "okay". Then she took off.

What a WEIRD day it has been lol.