I had a good day GAL'ing. I went to the ice fishing show. I bought my girls rod/reels for ice fishing. I hit a couple of brew pubs. I hung out with my cousin's husband all day. He is somebody that has given me great support throughout this ordeal.
I'm two days away from being divorced. Quite honestly, I still can't believe that I'm in this position, but I know that I did the best that I could to save my marriage. I'm no longer blaming myself entirely for the divorce--nor am I bitter with my W for wanting out of a boring marriage. The bottom line is that I stopped trying to be attractive to my W. The girls became more important to me than our relationship. I have regrets, but I did what I thought was best for my family. Onto the next chapter in my life. It is well with my soul.
