I need to control this anger. I am so mad right now. Nothing new. Same old BS. I don't know why I should expect any different from her. I mean I told myself "No expectations". You told me "no expectations". I believe "no expectations".

I really need to get a grip.

Busy day today. I just got back from the city with a new casual sport jacket, vest, and stuff to cook my favorite childhood meal. I'm looking forward to that.

I just realized...I haven't eaten much today. No wonder I'm pissy.


1/6/18-BD OM1
2/18-W meets OM2
4/18-W intros D4 to OM2
5/18-“Romance ends"
7/18-DB start
7/18-IHS Ends
4/19-WW moves out
3/21-D filed

Formerly pain18

Rise.