I need to control this anger. I am so mad right now. Nothing new. Same old BS. I don't know why I should expect any different from her. I mean I told myself "No expectations". You told me "no expectations". I believe "no expectations".
I really need to get a grip.
Busy day today. I just got back from the city with a new casual sport jacket, vest, and stuff to cook my favorite childhood meal. I'm looking forward to that.
I just realized...I haven't eaten much today. No wonder I'm pissy.