Well we also had little fights here and there but usually before bed we made up. I was more of the jack of all traits. Until 2015 I was diagnosed with MS I almost died had a grand mal seizure and was in como. I will say I had a spiritual awakening I realized Life is beautiful. I gave W more attention I became everything I wasn't More In love with W more in love with Life. But now I can see W pulling from me But also kids.
So I also wonder is it something I caused but in reality I think we don't deserve What our MLC do to us here. The way they do it is horrible. If I seen it coming I would be ok But literally it came out of no where so Yeil there wasn't nothing you could have changed I blamed myself alot. I did a lot of What if.. What if...
I realized it doesn't Matter. This was already going to happen.
W and I where never legally married. We had domestic partnership but here where I am at they Don't look at that as legally so example spousal support I don't get.
As my lawyer said is it worth it. Do I really want W money. Nope. I just want to be happy
Your W ran... just like mines did. They can't look at us in the eyes because of the guilt.
Till this day W found her soulmate. I was just a lust for W. W said at bd, I got what everyone wanted. Oh yeah my W is horrible Makes me wonder is she really in MLC or a narcissist.
But again I don't entertain W. I am business it took me over A year but now is all about business nothing more.
Once they see us pull away they try to bait us in Don't fall for it.
Remember stay strong in front of W behind close doors cry Your eyes out in front of W stay strong and chin high.
I say this if is meant to be they come back.
But now I question do I want W back. Kids and I are happy. Yes we miss her but the old W. Not this person
At BD Lesbian marriage Me39,W36 S9,D9,S8 adopted all three Together almost 10yrs Bomb Drop - April 2017 W movedout - May,2017 OW June,2017 Currently 2018 Me40, W38 S10,D10,S9
