You guys are right I gotta stop listening to my instincts as you said in other words Steve. We had a winter program for D4 tonight. So we’re together for like 2 hours. While at her place I had the craziest anxiety. I had to step away and put my foot in my mouth for sure. Maybe it’s too late but I gotta chill the f out. I gotta stop analyzing everything. It’s like I’m wired to work harder to get what I want and anything I do just makes it worse. Do less. Do less.


H: 33 W:32
M: 5 T: 8
D: 4
BD: 6/2017
MO: 6/2017
House sold: 6/28/18
W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18
Paying $ support since 7/18.
Physical Reconnect- 10/18
W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18