When I feel sad-- I just practice noticing it and allowing myself to feel It may be grief especially since you saw a video reminding you of how things were-
sometimes I don't want to feel that painful stuff but as I do it pushes me forward to new growth acceptance forgiveness
I love the way you accept your situation and grow from it Its clear that all the kids need is you and they know it too A paper tree- its enough too
I do glad your stood up to W- You are letting her go so you no longer care what she does- The M is over-you are moving on
Keep growing and being there to your kids as you are and I would bet to see more doors opening for you Gods doors will open for your best-
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
