A colleague I use to work with but now works in a different department commented that he saw me walk past the other day and he said I was walking tall with my head high and a swing in my step and he thought to himself "she's going to be fine". If he can see it from afar, maybe my H can too.
Yes, and you donīt sit waiting for him. You watch him from above indeed. Itīs his loss.
I know what you mean about your feelings, the sadness of detaching. But you need to live in the present, keep hope somewhere inside but expectations controlled.
You are the role model for Ds, be proud of who you are, the lighthouse!
