I’m finding myself less and less charmed by her—and honestly, less and less in love with her, too. I still want to work on self with hope of better MR long-term, but I’m finding her emotional distance and lack of affection bothersome.
This has been strong feeling for me also recently. Sometimes I wonder if I feel ANYTHING for H. Not sadness, pity, or love. But I want our M to work. I really do. I think this is the cause of GAL. It forces us to find ourselves, and our happiness is not attached to our spouse any more. It comes from within. I scares me a bit, though, as I worry it means we will never be able to R now.
