Don´t be too harsh on yourself FS. You have not crossed anything but in your mind. And it´s ok to feel that way. You have chosen the road of honorability and comitment. You must let him go girl, go on with your life. Your H is walking his own road and you can´t be there waiting for signals. I know it´s hard FS but go on living the present time. Be there for the girls and go on with GAL.
