ANDREW !! (hugs you back) Great to hear from you, thank you for dropping by.

Im slowly feeling better and although we have had a run of Spring rains it is warming up nicely. I have been going to the beach most days off and the seals have started to come up the Beach to bask in the warm sands, it's lovely to see them.

Job - thank you for your words, as always I very much appreciate your wisdom. Only h knows why he felt the need to ring me rather than email, I get the impression he wasnt getting through to s21 himself so called in the hope I would be able to. He text me this morning to say that he was too late in contacting me and that s21 has taken a large loan out and bought a car. I would not have been able to persuade s21 against it anyway, I gave him my opinion and advice, I suggested alternative options, but he chose to go ahead anyway, it's his decision, an informed one, so the consequence ,if any, will be solely on him now; but h does not see it like that and is very upset and disappointed in s21.

We text again this afternoon, only about what s21 has done and why he feels so angry at him, I know he is going to talk to s21 tonight so expect an update at some point, After it has calmed down I don't expect to hear from h again, but who knows, he seems to dip in and out as he pleases. It doesn't bother me as much these days, I don't read anything in to it anymore, just know that something is not going right in his life at that time for him to have the need to hear from me. One day he may actually be honest ....... see that flying pig haha

Love and hugs xoxo