I’m sure I’ll probably come across as a bit needy here (but better than being that in front of the W), but:

What do I do with the following emotions:

*There’s just something about me that doesn’t trust the W. I know I should detach, but man....

*I know she hit me with the ILYBINILWY bomb back in Feb., but since our talk back in Oct. I’m finding myself less and less charmed by her—and honestly, less and less in love with her, too. I still want to work on self with hope of better MR long-term, but I’m finding her emotional distance and lack of affection bothersome. She calls me more and more by first name instead of by a term of affection—that probably shouldn’t bother me as much, but it does.

I guess this just means I need to detach more and GAL more?


M: 36
W: 30
T: 9
M: 7

S6 (OS)
S7mo (YS)

ILYBINILWY BD: Feb. ‘18

W Wants S / D BD: 1/4/19

H / W still in-house

D papers from W: 3/14/19